azimech camille
overview
Behold: a charlatan! Raise now your knees from the floor. Manifested before you is no lord of salvation, no steward of Eden, no anointed messiah, but a fraud, a pastiche, a perverse ersatz mannequin of the face of real divinity. He is a walking heresy. A fulgent son of blasphemy. He is a shoot severed and quarantined, for reasons that are just and deserved. He is here to rot and beg pennance in a karmic desert of solipsism for the gaffes of his gilded ego. That is all to expect of this wretched servant, Azimech, the greatest failure on the face of creation.
Camille can say it until the stars blink out, but between the screeds of prophecy that predict his holy existence, and the undeniable fact he is a vessel for God's resurrection, the worshippers keep flowing in. With little choice but to entertain his position, that is, Demiurge Reincarnate, and address the many manaical promises his past incarnation made while thick in the throes of a god complex, Camille has resigned himself to not simply 'addressing' those messess, but 'fulfilling' them.
And more importantly, ensuring his past incarnation never returns to make more. Camille knows himself; if he cedes his mind and body back to who he once was, he will go right back to stupid delusions and smashing the already-fractured shards of reality into little crumbs.
Please ignore that he himself is at a 1-0 record of doing this also. He is the superior iteration and he is lambently/lucently/lucidly behaving. He sits in a room, and sometimes talks to people.
Ought you fault him for that? Shall he wreak artful mischief? Do you suspect Daedalian wiles?
story
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- Born from Trivia; was conceived in her when she throttled Camellia’s soul-root-core-essence-thing to force herself into her Archon pact, then came to term around a year later by subsisting on her love for Swift.
- He’s a spiritual creature whose actual form/nature is a tree, but since he was just born at this point he’s more like a little sprout and not really conscious. His soul is also like 99% the exact same as Camellia’s to the point of almost being exactly the same person, except that 1% different fragment of ‘almost’ is kind of extremely important.
- Was swept into Palida’s ocean just after birth and carried from there into Kitiven, where he washed up the Katani river to the docks of a city locked in quarantine in the middle of a horrible plague. He’d manifested his human form by this point but was unresponsive so people assumed he was dead and put him on a corpse pile for burning.
- Purifying fire pushed him over the threshold of good vibes enough to wake him up, and immediately he starts screaming AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA as all the memories of Camellia hit him and he realises he killed everyone and destroyed the universe
- And then things got crazy. You don’t even know. You don’t even know.
- Archons got involved, the Pontifex got involved, Camille freaking out 24/7 because Camellia shows up and says, ‘Hey, this is the vessel that’ll facilitate my return, look after it’, by which he means that Camille’s mind will naturally be subsumed by Camellia’s once Camille’s spiritual growth is enough to contain more of Camellia’s soul. He’s literally turning into Camellia.
- This prospect horrifies Camille because Camellia is insane and if he comes back he’ll just break things MORE, and also, Camille wants to exist.
- And then things got even more crazy. You don’t even know.
- Trying to consciously not act like Camellia to differentiate himself but just winds up being even more insane than Camellia
- well that didn’t work
- This whole world is made of the spiritual equivalent of my toenail clippings and nothing here actually matters so why NOT go totally nuts?
- well THAT didn’t work
- sigh the archons are right this all is kinda a problem
- also I can’t use the toenail clippings excuse with the archons because they kinda have become their own thing and now they’re being tortured forever and CAMELLIA keeps making more of them >____>
- (Sitting in a hospital bed in an insane asylum) Okay, I need to find a way to make this world work, deal with that stupid snake, get the archons somewhat more healthy, and fix the cosmological balance back to what it should be so I’m not trapped in my personal solipsistic hell world …………. bro this is actually too much and I want my mommy
- Suddenly, Lisbet.
- OMG
- I’M NOT ALONE
- Perks up and gets stricken with the BRILLIANT INSPIRED idea to reconnect Aurholm to Pleroma by cycling Pleroma (which is connected to Lisbet) into Aurholm from her through himself as a channel. Lisbet has no idea how wrong of a premise this is and is just like YEAH SOUNDS GOOD LET’S DO IT
- Pleroma is big and Camille is small so he can’t fit much of it through himself, but if he just goes a tiny little bit at a time…
- uh 1% of infinity is still infinity
- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OH MY GOD
- Camille’s soul getting ripped apart by that stunt and also, the logic of sucking pleroma into aurholm is stupid, he is dying and breaking the universe, again
- Camellia intervenes before everything gets totally borked. Camille/ellia puts himself in an Archon pact (the most schizophrenic archon pact) to stop the borking of Aurholm and stabilise Camille’s ego so that he won’t automatically inevitably turn into Camellia; Camellia is giving him time to relent on his own terms.
- Camille: ‘as if’.
- With that all done and Aurholm back in a stable condition things aren’t touch-and-go anymore with Camille, so he can take his time and not be in an immediate state of panic. He settles into the Arboretum and for 300 years…………. Does Nothing
- “It’s very important” t. Camille
- Trees don’t perceive time how we humans do. Sitting in one spot for millennia makes them happy.
- Still though he is a person so he does still get bored sometimes, but given his track record on everything so far, he is really nervous and unconfident about trying to address all these issues he’s taken on, and the role of God incarnate he’s been pigeonholed into, while simultaneously certain he has a better perspective on everything than anyone else. He’s procrastinating.
- Does instate things to try and make Aurholm better, also is involved with Kitiven’s Church as a theological consultant but is pretty tight-lipped and openly rejecting of Camellia as any kind of hope. And involved with the Archons but so far not in a way that’s been useful.
- Making friends is fun, and Camille’s new friend is Zachary.
personality
appearance
A green-eyed, golden-haired adolescent with sharp features that suggest future beauty. A tangible aura of grace, power, and composure radiates from him like a sun, while his voice resonates like a polished bell – all a somewhat ill-fitting backdrop to what is otherwise an unremarkable, even frail teenager.
personality
Aloof. Avoids confronting reality by leaning into his qualities as a mystic. Hyper-aware of his influence on others and too compassionate to cope, keeps himself detached from people but is very empathic, assertive, and well-meaning. Hard to offend, easy to interest.
His health nosedives at the lightest stress, his attitude snapping into callous impulsiveness, frivolity, and grandiosity when overwhelmed. Mindful to always regulate his emotions down to keep himself stable. Has a strong puckish streak he suppresses. Underneath everything, suffers from deep shame and loneliness.
powers
Archon Immortality: Adamant Ego
Because Camille is already immortal by nature, his Archon pact grants him no immortality. However, it does safeguard his ego the way it does for all Archons, which for Camille has great benefits.
Since entering his Archon pact, Camille is no longer vulnerable to ego slipping during invocations, can cancel invocations of Camellia at will, and is otherwise protected from Camellia’s ego subsuming his own. Regardless of his spiritual growth, his identity is stable in line with his Archonhood rather than his intake of positive concepts. He also cannot be destroyed by exposure to negative concepts anymore, though he can be sickened and weakened.
Archon Ability: Sanctifying Enrichment
Camille emits an aura that embetters objects around him over time. They aesthetically and functionally grow closer to perfection, until the improvements transcend the physical and enhance the conceptual power of the object. This often culminates in the manifestation of supernatural attributes. He cannot turn it off.
Applied to people, Camille’s aura soothes pain and heals diseases, makes vices less and virtues more accessible, and facilitates the awakening of cognizance. These effects are permanent, but do dull slightly once the subject is separated from Camille, simply because it marks a cessation of the inflow that would otherwise be improving them even more.
Objects embettered by this effect naturally become more palatable for Camille to cycle.
Archon Ability: Gracious Ecstasy
Camille can make people manifest personalised, supernatural powers. Repeated use of these powers produces a growing feeling of suicidal euphoria in the subject, alongside cravings to be subsumed by Camille. The effect is highly addictive, so most people who accept such power die within a year or two, begging for Camille to take them as if it’s the only thing in life that matters.
Divine Constitution
Though Camille has a physical form that is always manifested in temporal reality, Camille is a principally spiritual entity who functions primarily on the spiritual level. He responds to metaphysical phenomena for sustenance, survival, and just general existing. Also, despite his humanoid appearance, his spiritual fingerprint is that of a tree, and on all metrics that matter, he registers as a plant rather than a human. He can manifest as a tree, but generally only does so when zoned out, unconscious, or sleeping.
Natural Immortality
Camille’s body is immortal and immune to all damage. Any injury, affliction, or otherwise abnormal state inflicted on him is reversed within seconds, as if time flowed backwards, to restore his physical state back to his normal baseline. For example, if you cut his hand, blood will drip from his palm to the floor — only to reverse midair and zip back into his body.
Camille doesn’t need to eat, sleep, blink, or breathe, and generally doesn’t do these things. He specifically can’t eat or drink as he has no digestive system. He also has no heart or pulse, though you can feel the warmth of the concepts cycling through his skin. Physical pain doesn’t bother him. His baseline appearance changes with spiritual growth, but time doesn’t age him.
Concept Cycling
Camille is always ‘cycling’ ambient concepts through himself, like breathing. This is the core of Camille’s constitution, and the faculty that keeps him alive; it’s how he sources his energy. It’s also his equivalent of eating but it doesn’t expend or lessen the thing that he cycles.
Camille subsists on positive-valent concepts, like happiness or fulfilment. He becomes weak and lethargic when deprived of these things. Exposure to negative-valent concepts, like hatred or spite, actively sickens him and causes him pain. So while he himself cannot enjoy a delicious turkey dinner, he can cycle the enjoyment you would get from eating that dinner yourself, and his pleasure from you would be equivalent to (or even more than) if he had eaten it himself. Equally, he could be run over in a car accident and feel absolutely no pain, but simply listening to someone swear off-handedly would feel like being punched out. (And a big string of curses could knock him unconscious).
Before his Archon pact, Camille could actually die from staying in a place with too negative an atmosphere for too long. Alternatively, things positively charged beyond his capacity would quickly cascade (he would cycle his own cycling) and drive him manic until he passed out. He is a delicate little seedling who needs everything to be just right.
Cycling also affects his own emotions. Camille’s own emotions are some of the most potent things he can cycle, so he always has to regulate himself down and strongly control his emotions, otherwise he’ll hurt himself on his own moods and impulses.
The ‘floor’ of concept Camille needs to cycle to stay conscious increases exponentially with his spiritual growth. He is by now such a spiritual behemoth that even trying to exist outside the Arboretum for more than a few seconds feels like being shredded against glass fragments while also being crushed under a car press while also suffocating in a volcano.
Subsumation
Camille can subsume any material in Aurholm back into his soul, obliterating it and energizing himself. For when you really need a quick snack.
Spiritual Growth
Spiritual growth is the process of Camille permanently growing in ‘size’. If the concepts that Camille cycles are like water flowing through a glass tube, his spiritual growth is like the circumference of that tube widening so it can intake more water at once. Or to be more accurate to how it’s reflected in Camille, it’s like a tree sprouting new branches.
This process is constant and gradual, occurring whenever Camille is cycling healthily at or just over his baseline. He can also discharge excess energy by rapidly forcing himself to grow, but he generally shouldn’t be doing this.
Stasis
When the environment is untenable for Camille’s survival, or Camille is charged with more energy then he can hold, he automatically enters a stasis mode. In this mode, he subsumes all sources of negative concepts in his environment and radiates the memetic effects of Camellia’s soul, until the environment is palatably charged and his cycling is back at a tenable level. Alternatively, if an excess of energy sparked the stasis, it lasts until his spiritual growth catches up enough that he can process that energy without going manic. Camille is unconscious during this.
Invocation Affinity
Camille is adept at both generalised and specialised invocation. Though not a true reality warper like Camellia, Camille’s mastery of invocation is so absolute that, at least within the confines of Aurholm, he can do basically anything. He wrote the rulebook, of course he knows how it ticks.
Though his specialised invocations are just as potent as his generalised ones, he is extremely vulnerable to ego slipping into the mentality of his specialised targets and struggles to remember himself as Camille afterwards. He also can’t go a day without accidentally invoking Camellia.
Cognizance
Camille is a natural psychic, able to perceive thoughts, memories, emotions, intentions, and the fundamental essence of things. This ability extends to perception of invisible, spiritual, conceptual, or otherwise purely metaphysical phenomena. It behaves like a basic sense, as fundamental to Camille as his sight or hearing.
Camille’s degree of cognizance is high, but in comparison to Camellia’s, lacking.
Memetic Language
Camille’s words are laced in meaning. The fundamental meaning of anything Camille communicates always transmits perfectly. Observers always understand him, even in Camille speaks in an unfamiliar language, or writes in indecipherable scribbles. Camille himself also automatically understands any snippet of language he is exposed to.
relations
camellia
self
Camellia is the previous incarnation of Camille. Possessing all Camellia's memories up to his own birth, and the same core personality, not even Camille knows where he starts and Camellia ends. Still, despite equating himself with Camellia, he insists he is his own person.
One that is terrified of Camellia, at that. Camille believes Camellia is nuts, comfortable in his egotism and not inclined to change. Half of it he attributes to his High Terran directives. The other half, to the perpetual high that comes with being Camellia.
Though, his distaste might just be self-preservation. Camellia's psyche encroaches on Camille's the stronger that Camille gets, so now the only thing preserving Camille's identity is his Archon pact. Fancying himself a more developed person than Camellia, he fears that loss of identity and regression as death.
Arsene
Creation
The biggest mistake ever made. Disgusting. A blight on existence. Camellia's love for this thing? Abhorrent.
The memories of their peaceful time together are ghoulish in retrospect. Camille hasn't forgotten how Arsene killed him, either. That Camellia allowed it is harrowing, and haunts him more than the murder itself.
Lisbet
friend
Holy baloney it’s Lisbet. Whether her presence in Aurholm is good thing or not is debatable, but this is a gift horse Camille will accept.
His only refuge from soul-destroying solipsism, Camille savours Lisbet's company like air. Though he doesn't dislike her, and is open exclusively to her about his anxieties, they rarely agree with each other and don't intuitively click. Between strong disagreements and Camille's standoffishness, they can seem chilly – in reality, they're ludicrously close. She's his emotional anchor, but also the one who challenges him most.
raum
friend
A rather awkward friendship, but a friendship nonetheless, Camille and Raum have been extensively collaborating to solve their respective problems. Progress hasn't been great. Raum doesn't trust Camille.
It's the opposite of his relationship with Lisbet – appearing light and agreeable, but truthfully professional and tense. Despite that, Raum is Camille's go-to for casual conversation and who he relies on most when he needs things done.
poppy
friend
Another awkward friend. Poppy is a minefield of anxieties and barely-checked misbehaviour, but she's Camille's most accessible contact and not entirely unappealing. She's conversational junk food, kept far away from anything important, but nonetheless Camille regards her more fondly than not.
trivia
...mom???
Not really. Though Camille recognizes he was born from Trivia, he has no special attachment to her and rarely if ever contacts her. A rather terrible son, honestly.
zachary
bff
Camille's newest and most promising friend. Aware of Zachary's volatility and admiration, Camille has been careful to model good behaviour for him and generally set him on a good path. He's proud of Zachary and admittedly spoils him, being greatly invested in his well-being and future.
Though Camille has considered bringing Zachary into his divine plots, he presently dismisses these ideas. They can wait until Zachary is an adult, more sure of himself and comfortable with his place in the world.
Camille worries for Zachary's quality of life, but trusts that with a good support network and proper medical care, he'll manage fine. Now that Zachary has gone AWOL and ditched his supports, is Camille panicking?
Yes. He is.
trivia
public perception
Revered as a herald for Camellia’s return, seen to fulfil half of a prophecy. Also regarded as the most beneficent Archon, as everybody’s friend, and as humanity’s one path to salvation. Most of what people know is awed hearsay but that hearsay’s not far off the mark. If the world had a main character it’s probably Camille.
Not so liked among Kitiven’s clergy, as he’s a recurrent thorn in their side who keeps diverting people from Camellia. Only slimly considered any ‘better’ than the other Archons, and in some ways seen as more dangerous since his providential attitude is so convincing.
in fights
Can’t. Passes out from his own aggression. Relies on others to fight for him, but also what are you even going to do to him? Kill him? Gee.
romance
Not capable of romance. Doesn’t understand it when applied to himself. Since the entire world is also himself, he’s not even very enthusiastic about shipping people anymore, F.
hobbies
Collects arts, crafts, and songs of all kinds, but especially loves stories. Enjoys sending people on quests or missions, often ones far more inconsequential than how seriously he presents them, just to see them experience new things, watch them grow, and hear them come back with a story. Such people, his agents, are distinguished as pilgrims.
Extremely big on elaborate jokes and pranks but you’ll never see it coming. Never.
misc. trivia
- Full name is Azimech Camille.
- Camille lives at the top of a massive tower called the Arboretum. His room is lined with mirrors, with a domed glass ceiling that clearly shows the constellations and always captures warm sunlight. The rest of the rooms are libraries, archives, and galleries full of excellent material to support Camille’s ravenous diet.
- Huge soft spot for children; the more troubled they are, the more compelled Camille feels to help them. Miraculously actually able to rehabilitate even the hardest cases as naturally as if he’d been born for it. In another world, he’d be running an orphanage.
- Skin has the texture of skin, but is as tough as bark. His blood also glows and has the consistency of sap.
- When not playing into the role of being Aurholm's reincarnated Demiurge, likes introducing himself as Azimech and getting people to call him by that name. People don't realise it, but it's a self-directed insult.
- Enjoys every colour as long as it's saturated. Favourite thing to cycle is himself.
meta/crack
gallery
art
writing
For The Sallows
Dex 2018 | R-16 | 4,328 words.
Characters: Zachary | Camille
Warnings: Suicidal ideation, self harm, slur use, corpse defilement
Zachary has a difficult day and enjoys the freedom of Nine Columbines at night. Set a few years before his pilgrimage, he's maybe ~15 here.
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