I want to destroy everything we’ve built up.
“I don’t need any of this,” I say, and there you come running to me.
I can’t escape this situation, and leaving it be means I lose.
Let’s throw everything away, to go live out in the countryside, maybe.

Well, let’s sleep for now.
As we start heading home, and I begin to melt into your warmth, my voice soon hitches hoarse.

I have the answer, but the fantasy remains only that.
There, now you notice how I smother myself.
And ask me if nothing I gave is pure.
If not, then that scares him. Sounds the end of this man’s dream.

I don’t care let’s just start walking. Dappled sunlight blooms on the ground.
My tears dry and my mind thinks not even of you, this moment.

Let’s go home. Right now. Nobody will mind.
All I want, is to live with you, undercover.

Please tell me you want this destroyed.